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Look Into My Eyes; It's Where My Demons Hide

by Bell & Circuit

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Sinking Ship 04:24
Sliding into chaos on a sinking ship Sliding into chaos with no end in sight Not a day goes by that I don’t regret but I’m not dead or in jail Mother’s milk turns to wine and whine turns into trauma fodder Distant offspring commiserating over RBG My ankle buckles but I run on bloodied knees. Six figures and a pool and Joan Crawford’s six-shooter Gun’s fake but the threat is real Pining over a junkie’s dream. Loose ends now and on the street Can’t force myself but still looking for that sinking ship. Captain’s on the beach; I miss you but I’m no child Captain’s on the beach but I’m no small pale child Sliding into chaos on a sinking ship Sliding into chaos with no end in sight Broadcast redhead with tearful cred. Hollywood death still shakes the bed. Daily updates grow infrequent now did anyone ever really care anyhow? Trying to live in the pestilence and strife -- I don’t want happiness, I want a life Inheritance hinders -- sucking on the tit; nanny state proof to say I’ve done it Take a younger lover, take control of my life Blue eyed flicker hooked up to bluetooth on a cold night Captain’s on the beach; I miss you but I’m no child Captain’s on the beach but I’m no small pale child
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Late-stage capital laid bare All the things they told us not to share Late-stage capital laid bare Look, I used spit ill rhymes with quickness but sickness got real not a metaphor what you yelling USA is better for Paranoia every little cough cough think I got the rona, bout to be a goner, wanna die with honor, thinking bout the stuff I never did Deep breath, still alive that's a good thing, should sing about the real plague that you could bring cripple these economies ain't no thing Job gone, house gone - bittersweet cuz - putting people in the streets what shit does Fighting for the right to not get murdered in daylight by these motherfuckers one way or another The real sickness it's still alright for some to die while others give applause so fuck those cops and the motherfuckin' laws Late-stage capital laid bare All the things they told us not to share Late-stage capital laid bare Look, we're coming through though, you know handshakin' like Justin Trudeau Look at this jackass, time to coup, go to town on that pony like yankee doodle Hey hey hey, like Albert's fat, diabetes, asthma, shit like that got me staying inside to avoid the risk, fool trying to turn the page like an almanac Hey Biff Tannen, the future that I'm plannin', infect 'em where they're standing and keep dismissing facts our lifespan keeps getting shorter, is it by design? Hey, perhaps. Huh – but what about the real pain, everyday pain, struggling to make ends even take end My pantry ain't stocked for economic collapse Everyday relapse apropos, are we gonna make it, shit I don't know But if you ask the earth it's time for us to go Late-stage capital laid bare All the things they told us not to share Late-stage capital laid bare
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Bury It Deep 02:50
Just bury it deep. [bury it deep] Just bury it deep - yah. Nepotism and sycophancy -- merit means nothing Facts (like a hat) are not up for debate Trading science for spin -- I don’t feel safe Day of the dead protects the weak. Pol Pot killed teachers -- I’ll try not to freak. Neo liberal talking points hide callous joints Fever dreams of the right are prepared to annoint Wave the tear gas away with the KJV Holding upside down is no redemption or feat. Can’t argue with science so just bury it deep. Books pile up and weed dwindles down Bury it deep in a hollowed out town Books pile up and weed dwindles down Bury me deep in a hollowed out town Why you tellin’ immigrants to suck it? It’s the global capitalists proppin’ up the market. Fear permeates all aspects of life. Imagine caravaning to escape that strife Lock, load and shuffle me -- corneas glued to robotic dreams. Disease makes money while Mitch pitches graft deep Can’t argue with science so just bury it deep. Books pile up and weed dwindles down Bury it deep in a hollowed out town Books pile up and weed dwindles down Bury me deep in a hollowed out town
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I’ve lost track. I’m runnin’ down. A black hole. A stunning sound. Death saves the pure. It runs you down. I’ve lost track... I wasted a year -- Science denied, can't stay inside I wasted a year -- Skyrocket numbers, unemployment summers I wasted a year -- The house and the senate invented dependent I wasted a year -- Released from my lease, fuck the police They killing my sisters and brothers No empathy for each other No Christmas, no stimulus This is death of small businesses Exhausted my benefit Currency currently counterfeit Why can't they wear a mask Why can't you wear a mask I’ve lost track. I’m runnin’ down. A black hole. A stunning sound. Death saves the pure. It runs you down. I wasted a year -- Lost track of the fact now they backing the vac I wasted a year -- No funding to teach, they breach and impeach I wasted a year -- Collateral damages, checks and balances I wasted a year -- No justice no peace, fuck the police They killing my sisters and brothers White robes with a badge undercover Operation moving warp speed Don't give a damn what the poor need Dispute results of election That’s the complexion for protection Why can't they wear a mask Why can't you wear a mask I’ve lost track. I’m runnin’ down. A black hole. A stunning sound. Death saves the pure. It runs you down. I’ve lost track...
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One Nine 03:56
Break me up… Break me down I’ll build you up Got me freakin’ in the one-nine My mask don’t fit -- don’t make me feel asinine Got me chillin’ in a burning world Makes me feel… wait what’s that word? Oh yeah, absurd Get correct they shouted in my face Get outside they said There’s too much space. Won’t show my face. Break me up… Break me down I’ll build you up Got me thinkin’ ‘bout the latex Should be usin’ my cortex Distant? Yeah it’s in my head tho Lump in my chest bumpin’ in my cart I’m holin’ up at home to focus on my art Trippin’ in the grass where there ain’t no masks There’s too much space. Won’t show my face. Break me up… Break me down I’ll build you up
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Lock It Down 03:21
Every day’s the same -- I’m getting soft Every day’s the same -- I’m getting weak Every day’s the same -- I’m getting old Every day’s the same -- I’m getting weak Can’t measure up; can’t do right; can’t feel hope; can’t spend the night A pleasant tryst, a broken heart; I’ll write some songs -- pull shit apart Restless wallet, EBT, a call from Jones will life be free? Every day is the same -- doom scroll and hate watch Every day is the same -- handful of remorse Every day is the same -- I’ll wake up alone Lock it down. Shovel funds into the maw of the hungry Every day’s the same -- I’m getting soft Every day’s the same -- I’m getting weak Every day’s the same -- I’m getting old Every day’s the same -- I’m getting weak Wake up alone, I fuck when I can, dream-damaged pixels, there’s no fucking plan Fleeting, obscure, in cold sheets, 420’s real, I bloodied my knees Like a prison cell with conjugal visits, need a human glance -- is that so illicit? Every day is the same -- read listen and watch Every day is the same -- blackbirds remorse Every day is the same -- I’ll wake up alone Lock it down. Shovel funds into the maw of the hungry
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A pandemic notebook. Six vocal tracks; six instrumental remixes.

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released April 2, 2021

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Russell Emerson Hall August 2020-March 2021. Cover art by Luna Verhoeven. Thanks to Jesse Giallombardo and Chuck Jones for their incredible rhymes. Don't quit. Do cool shit.

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Bell & Circuit Madison, Wisconsin

Bell & Circuit is Russell Emerson Hall.
Computer-assembled soundscapes and songs built from samples, sounds, machines, and guitars. Trip-dub unabashedly influenced by Ninja Tune.

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